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Black eye, burnt skin
I know the pain comes within
With shattered bones in my wrist
We watch the self-hate begin
A picture frame of a friend
Who wanted it just to end
purple stain on his throat
Show that wounds never mend
Silence then whispers all around
I feel them calling out for me
With reflections coming from the stained glass
I feel like I'm just a freak
When I saw his heavy hands hold onto you I knocked him off his feet
Then popped his teeth like pills until the arms around me made me weak
It was you, it was you always watching from the side
Yeah for you I did things that made me wish I would just die
Knocked to the concrete again, you said that you'd be there, no,
I got beaten to a pulp, you’re never here you never care
And I,
I only have myself to blame
I bottle up yeah all the hate
My nervous system is betrayed
And I,
I feel the fatigue in my veins
I lay in stasis just decayed
Never awake just sleep for days
Feel this emptiness just burn in my stomach
I haven't eaten in days but still feels like I will vomit
Im in this constant state of nervousness and panic attacks
I try to be there for you but that's just something I lack.
I can't stand the public eye, with judgment from the sides
Feel like I'm just not enough yeah I know something’s caught their eyes
Is it empathy or pity? I couldn't tell.
It's like they are waiting for the fall then they'll come for the kill.
Left, right, I see their faces all in front of me
The ones I used to love the pain it brings i see them on their knees
Searching for apparitions that never seem to appear
They're praying to a deity that makes them cower in fear
So what's the point in that, explain it to me, I wanna know
Do you feel something as you kick your son yeah out of a home
Can you look upon your child and see the scars on his hands
He just wants someone to be proud of him, he thought you’d understand
And I,
I only have myself to blame
I bottle up yeah all the hate
My nervous system is betrayed
And I,
I feel the fatigue in my veins
I lay in stasis just decayed
Never awake just sleep for days
