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"closed doors"
Written by Karsen YXC
Produced by Y2JBEATZ
All Rights Reserved.
Say less
Reminder you've already lost your integrity
Judge depend on my age and tell me to keep it real real PG
Negativity's a human thing and Imma express it unfortunately
So when I do it in my own way better cover the ears of your babies
I thought I could handle it well but damn I just lost it all again
Sometimes I just wish to have my own state of mind and get rid of all that intricate s***
I could've been stopped hoping and wishing but now I'm just pretending that way
Somewhere quiet somewhere dead Imma run away I ain't mind a bit
I put my sweat and tears into this s***
Can you feel it when I'm getting this real
People would think I'm funny
Show some respect when I'm expressing my feels
So don't pull up to me with all that laughter
I hate speculating words when you're fake
I rather stay with a house of tigers
Then being in the same room with one snake
Negativity makes me blind
Late night writing this s**t tryna let go from my mind
But if that's easy I wouldn't be this sad then mad then get crazier instead
Give me a dose of tears so that I can get on with my life
Uh look what they've forced me into turned me into have no chance to look back
Your words to me feels like projections
Your love to me feels like expectations
Your lines to me feels like strings for abduction
Sorry that scares y'all with no exceptions
I used to hide
but now I display them exhibition
Cause when I'm happy smiling
Behind closed doors
All I do is falling crying struggling
Sorry
I'm sorry
I'm really sorry
Know this life ain't suppose to be sweet
Everyone here just for what they need
Fine if that's my fault
Ill take it with full will
But next time can the price be cheaper
Cause I'm sick of going to bed using NyQuil
People say I would never gon' fall
But when I scream they never have helped
Not a matter of cold-blooded
Matter of kind
Its just that they don't care
People point their fingers but looking twice
Just stop thinking about it all night
They say you need to learn to love yourself
Be yourself or you will never feel loved
But the truth ain't sweet like fiction
Heartless is now the mindset that I long
Learn to f*** their opinions
F*** their feelings
F*** their perspectives
No one can judge me but me
Before I find my real self
Don't expect humble from me
It takes a single mouth to talk s***
But takes character and strength to care
Thats why I ain't mind a f***ing bit
Cause when they don't love me back its unfair
Funny how I got tricked by people all the time
Crave attention, but got hurt in the end
Maybe I'm just sensitive, who understand?
Maybe just a process...I'm gon' be fine
You don't care, cause you're living in your greenhouse
But soon you will know what I'm talking about!
Cause now I stuck in this nowhere mess
Laughing but you never know when's your turn somehow
Your words to me feels like projections
Your love to me feels like expectations
Your lines to me feels like strings for abduction
Sorry that scares y'all with no exceptions
I used to hide
but now I display them exhibition
Cause when I'm happy smiling
Behind closed doors
All I do is falling crying struggling
Sorry
Just like I said you would never going to be able to satisfy everybody's wants and needs
So if you always believe what others say about you
You just gon' lose yourself for real
Know this life ain't suppose to be sweet
Everyone here just for what they need
Fine if that's my fault
Ill take it with full will
But next time can the price be cheaper
Cause I'm sick of going to bed using NyQuil
People say I would never gon' fall
But when I scream they never have helped
People say I would never gon' fall
But when I scream they never have helped
People say I would never gon' fall
But when I scream they never have helped
