笨小笨Addicted (Explicit)歌词由Vin Jay演唱，出自专辑《Prophecy (Explicit)》，下面是《Addicted (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Addicted (Explicit)歌词完整版
Addicted (Explicit) - Vin Jay
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Lyrics by：Vincent Jacovelli
Composed by：David Breukers
I just want for the God
我只想得到上帝的眷顾
I swear to God they'll
我对天发誓他们
Probably never understand me
他们或许永不懂我
Sick of just walking around
厌倦了四处徘徊
Pretending I'm happy
假装我很快乐
Feel like collapsing from all
被所有压垮
Weight that I carry
我所承受的重担
But I just keep it pushing
但我仍在艰难地前行
And pop me another Xanny
再吞下一片Xanax
Know it's sad but I remember as
我知道这很悲伤但我记得
A kid it was rough
小时候很艰难
Always thought we had it all
总以为我们应有尽有
What I was missing was love
我所缺失的，正是爱
And always drowning in some waters
总是被困境淹没
That were thicker than blood
那些比血缘更浓的关系
Still they wonder how the ****
他们怎能理解
I got addicted to d**gs damn
我沉迷毒品，何其糟
But they don't get that
但他们并不理解
I'm avoiding feeling pain
我避免感受痛苦
Only time I feel alive is when
只有在我觉得活着的时候
There's poison in my veins
我血脉中流淌着毒药
Momma telling me to look at
母亲告诫我审视
What I'm doing to myself
我对自己做了什么
But I just wanna be *******
但我只想无忧无虑
Happy like everybody else
和其他人一样开心
They looking down on me like
他们看不起我
I'm the ******* villain
他们眼中的恶棍
I don't wanna talk about it
我不想谈论这件事
I know they don't wanna listen
我知道他们不想听
I was only tryna make up for
我只是在尽力弥补
The feeling I was missing
我怀念的那种感觉
If I'm only feeling pain tell me
如果我只感到痛苦请告诉我
What's the point of living
生活有何意义
Every day I'm waking up and
每一天我醒来
Tryna deal with the stress
试图应对压力重重
And I've been acting like I'm happy
而我却装作快乐无比
When my life is a mess
当我的生活一团糟
And all I know is that I got
我只知道我拥有
This ******* pain in my chest
这撕心裂肺的痛苦
And I would love to get clean
我多么想要摆脱这一切
But I'm too ******* depressed damn
但我太他妈的沮丧了，该死
Momma's panicking and losing her faith
妈妈惊慌失措失去信心
Came to tell me 'bout a
来告诉我
Rehab in a beautiful place she said
她说，去美丽的康复中心吧
Just checking up if you was awake
只想看看你是否醒着
She broke down when she seen her son
她一见到儿子就崩溃了
Blue in the face and thought
满脸疲惫地想着
No one ever told me it would be this hard
没人告诉过我会有这么艰难
Never really thought that it
从未想过
Would take my life no
生活让我不堪重负
I just want the pain to
我只想让痛苦
******* go away eh eh eh eh
痛苦快走开
Once upon a time we were the happiest couple
曾经我们是最幸福的一对
Knew we always had each other
我知道我们一直拥有彼此
Never had any trouble
从未遇到麻烦
Always had each other's backs if
我们总是彼此守护着
We happened to struggle
我们意外遭遇困境
I left some people in the past and
我让过去的某些人
They were mad that I loved you
他们因爱生恨
Said it's only puppy love
他们说那不过是青春期的懵懂爱意
I knew that wasn't the case
我深知并非如此
I remember getting nervous when I
我记得当我
Brought you on dates
带你去约会
Conversations 'bout the future and
畅谈未来的日子并且
Copping our own place
共筑爱巢
Talking 'bout the day you'd be
共话你将来的那一天
Sharing my last name
共享我的姓氏
I think I'd loved since the time that we met
我想从我们相遇的那一刻起我就深爱着彼此
You had my heart and to be
你俘获我心
Honest you was taking my breath
坦白说，你让我惊艳到屏息
All my homies said that I
我所有的挚友都说我
Became a little obsessed
变得有点痴迷
Never thought that you would get up
从未想过你会突然离开
And leave me ******* depressed damn
让我如此失落该死
How could you leave me girl
你怎能离我而去，女孩
I thought you were the one
我以为你是我的唯一
Treated you like a queen
把你当做女王一样对待
Never lied to you once
从未骗过你一次
Now I feel like I'm drowning and
现在我感觉如溺水般绝望
There's water filling me lungs
我感到窒息，仿佛肺中充满水
I don't wanna be alone
我不想独自一人
I'm afraid of who I've become
我害怕我变成现在的样子
You're gone and I ******* hate it
你离去，我无比憎恨
I feel like I'm suffocating
我感到窒息
You ripped my ******* heart out and
你他妈的把我的心撕碎了
Never tried to replace it
从未想过取代它
Now when I think about you
现在当我想起你
All I feel is disgust
我感受到的只有厌恶
You were all I ever wanted
你就是我想要的全部
Thanks for ******* it up
感谢你搞砸一切
Everybody that's around me know
我身边的每个人都知道
That something is wrong
有些事情不对劲
They always try to tell me love is
他们总是告诉我爱就是
The strongest d**g of 'em all
爱是至上的力量
You know what huh
你知道吗哈
I'ma go and see for myself
我要亲自去看看
Let me pop a couple Xannys
让我来几片Xanax
I'ma see if it helps
我来试试看有没有用
See if it helps
看看是否有用
Oh my God I think I finally feel alive again
哦天哪，我觉得我终于重新活了过来
Oh my God
哦天哪
I think I'm finally 'bout to smile again
我终会重拾微笑
And I just started sleeping better at night
我开始在夜里安然入睡
I think I finally found the feeling
我想我终于找到了那种感觉
Of what heaven is like
天堂般的感受
Heaven is life
生活如天堂
They're getting rid of all my
他们驱散了我所有的压力
Stress when I'm torn
当我伤心欲绝时我倍感压力
And I could tell that they're relieving
我知道这是一种解脱
All my pressure for sure
我倍感压力
Soon my dealer told me that
不久我的药贩告诉我
He couldn't get me anymore
他再也无法得到我
Now I'm feeling way sicker than
现在我感觉比以往任何时候都更加糟糕。
I ever did before
我以前做过的事
****I can't even take a brief intermission
连片刻的休息都无法进行
Without me throwing up and feeling like
没有我的陪伴我感觉很难受
A piece of me's missing
我内心有所缺失
There was a time I needed love
曾经我需要爱
Now I need a perscription
现在我需要一个解释
I'm done with living like this
我受够了这样的生活
I'd rather lethal injection
我宁愿一了百了
'Cause all I think about is pills
因为我满脑子想的都是药丸
When I open my eyes
当我睁开双眼
And every day I'm waking up
每一天我醒来
And feeling broken inside
内心支离破碎
When all I really wanted was
我真正想要的只是
To feel happy for once
感受一次幸福
But now I'm losing myself and
但如今我正在失去自我，
Losing my family's trust damn
该死的，失去了家人的信任
I really think these d**gs have taken my soul
我真切感受到这些毒品已经夺走了我的灵魂
Probably pop 'em till they put me
或许一直服用它们直到我
In the grave and I'm cold
心已冰冷如坟墓
But I can't point any fingers
但我无法推卸责任
I know the blame is my own
我自知咎由自取
I got addicted to a ***** and
我对一种*上瘾了
That's the fate that I chose
这是我自找的命运
Fate that I chose
我选择命运
No one ever told me it would be this hard
没人告诉过我会有这么艰难
Never really thought that it
从未想过
Would take my life no
生活如此艰难
I just want the pain to
我只想让痛苦
******* go away eh eh eh eh
*******走开啊
No one ever told me it would be this hard
没人告诉过我会有这么艰难
Never really thought that it
从未想过
Would take my life no
让我难以承受
I just want the pain to
我只想让痛苦
******* go away eh eh eh eh
痛苦消失吧，诶诶诶诶
