My Love Is Not歌词-Paper Bee

My Love Is Not歌词由Paper Bee演唱，出自专辑《Thaw， Freeze， Thaw》，下面是《My Love Is Not》完整版歌词！

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i wanna believe that I deserve the kind of love that doesn’t always hurt

and I wanna believe that I can hold something fragile in my hands

and I wanna believe that your grip on me wasn’t meant to crush anything

and I wanna believe that the cold I felt was the distance like you said

and I know home is not to be called upon

and I know it’s not as simple as deserving or belonging

I know love can’t heal it all

and I love you doesn’t strengthen when you say it every hour every day

when you wish on every eyelash every 11:11 that someone will just be ok

I dreamt that you died so many nights and the loss followed me through so many days

i was so sure that it would be the way that the power of my love for you would betray me

till i woke up with so much chipped away by the smallest of chisels resentment rusting me away

pack it away if it interferes with the story of what this should feel like show my friends what this should look like

till it is bursting out of every seam of my body I am sick all the time cry for you I’m sick all the time

you think I’m weak but I’m holding this storm and it’s heavier than anything I’m so mixed up you are always right

putting me down what does it strengthen i’ve never cried as much as this year love isn’t all about power

baby I’m not the snow and you’re not the leaves

pain flows with love when we’re to shattered to do more than breathe

I’m trying to think that there’s more there for us to be

but I know I can’t be much if who I love does not believe in me