Not Love (Explicit)歌词-Kamden McLean

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i dont wanna write a love song,

rather leave it unsung, cuz im not who i once was

keep it hush, biting my tongue,

i dont trust, talking bout us, cuz i dont know what, was real or whats up,

for debate, tuck my phone away, afraid of what ill see,

afraid of what ill say, this shit is hard to take

but i dont, sidestep, when i lost, my head,

i mustve cried till, my breath, was gone, not really

i still dont cry when stressed, i just sit and i get pressed, scream build inside my chest, no release, just silence,

but never silence, in my mind since, what i meant, when i said,

id keep trying,

i plug away at work,

for me?

no other way to hurt,

i mean,

no ice for the burns,

i grieve,

things that never were real

you never will feel,

the way i did first, you see

hard to feel bad, when you did worse, to me

some days i ball a fist, think politics, was all this is, i dont feel loved when you say it, im just waiting for the day that, it turns out that was just fake,

up at night praying, that if theres more, can god make it painless, can he take it away cuz,

im waiting on statements to say that, im brain dead, cuz it aint it,

and it aint all,

but i made it,

this far,

conflicted, we talking a bit, then the talk turns to bits of, things that you hide, and lies that you insist,

arent lies, but am i really gon fall for that twice, third, 400 times?