Mummy Says (Part 3) (Explicit)歌词-Kaniva

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Mummy Says (Part 3) (Explicit) - Kaniva

Lyrics by：Kaniva

Composed by：Kaniva

Produced by：Tryp/Wonda

Born in 93

Parents split in like 99

Dad cut moved to totty sides

Brothers mum was in doddy sides

Between the 3 tryna find myself

Soo young and it was wild bro

What's more ****** is I'm 28

And all now I ain't found home

So much **** I ain't spoke about

And oh Lord how I've wanted to

I act cool on my social apps

But suffering in my solitude

So much times I could've got killed myself

And oh Lord how I wanted to

Music saved me so many times

Cool here's what we're gonna do

This the last one

The last mummy says that I'll ever make

And I'm a say it all

I'm a lay it bare I won't hesitate

But if you hear something in this song

You relate to and think it's ******

Well just know that you're not alone

I pray this song helps to lift you up

So let's proceed

My BM said she was pregnant

Boy did I panic and ****

I said she better have an abortion bro

No way that your having my kid

Went back and forth and argued

Bare words full of anger and ****

Said that she's doing it without or without me

So I best pattern up quick

Man I burnt the bridge

I said she ain't trapping me is she ******* sick

Ain't no girl gonna force me into fatherhood

It is what it is

Then September the 18th hit

Day of my Westwood crib sesh

Told the gang we gotta pattern up

It's like 20 man on some big flex

Getting changed I collapsed bro

Couldn't breathe felt paralysed

I try reach for my phone for an ambulance

I get to it then that had died

Now I'm laying there on death's door

Mans barely breathing man can't move

I'm home alone my housemates are out

I'm thinking the **** am I gonna do

Then my door rings one girl I linked come to get her stuff

I'm screaming out I need help I can't move the pains nuff like

She found the spare key called a ambulance now it's A&E

I got two drips in like both arms

A gas mask just so I can breathe

Doctors saying it ain't good

It's best they contact my family

And we ain't even spoke for some *********

They're like sir can you unlock it please

Went to type my phone buzz a picture sent I could barely see

It was a little girl the message said

She's here let's do paternity I said ****

God gives bro and he takes away

The same day that I shoulda died in that hospital

My daughter came

And at that point I thought about all that **** I said

It wasn't a great

Like how dare I say I didn't want my kid

I feel sick it's my biggest shame

But let's move on

I survive g a tough road but I made it back

I try squash things with my daughters mum

I said look I wanna be a dad

I ain't tryna do all this back and forth

About me and you it isn't that

So let's co parent be cordial but to her it just isn't that

See there's nothing worse than a woman scorned

Her bitterness it just wouldn't leave

But 9 months without my support in that pregnancy

I get it g

But what I didn't get

Is why she couldn't let it go for our daughter sake

Cause when everything becomes tug of war

All of us become losers mate

It's just big regrets

Like what's hurting me at our kids expense

Her anger's so blinding

Like she can't that this ****'s so ments

But here's comes the switch

Fights coming in fast and thick

Said that she's doing it with or without me so I best pattern up quick

And she burnt the bridge

Now it's been 4 years I ain't seen my kid

And it's been hell I reach out my bm says I should I burn in it

She goes to feds with some ****** story

And gets me bagged on some hurtful ****

And fans cuss about new music

But no clue what mans hurdling

I'm on a case for some sick lies

Tryna figure out what this game is over

Then lawyers tell me I can't claim for no custody till that case it over

On that case for like 2 years

And all the pain is just taking over

And mum tells me God only gives all the weight to his greatest soldiers

Then mummy says 1 taken down

Cah old friends become pagans now

I found love and she turned fake

I'm in a sunken place I can't make it out

I had Cads die Kyle die Biz die Naytz die

Toolz die French die

Mum died then my dad

Died

I only sleep when I'm mad fried

Like if not I just lay wake

There's so much **** I wanna ask God

Like I know he don't make mistakes

But God why me like why the pain

And why do I feel it constantly

Like am I meant to be this sad

And is this all that you want for me

Like will I ever see happiness

Cah life's just looking long for me

But only God knows

I guess wait and we're gonna see

Nivz