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Verse 1:
If it's any consolation I've been lost for ages
Ask me how I am, I say it's complicated
I'm sorry I never made you a priority
Now you're not here to see I've gone and made it
I should have been a better son when all's said and done
Even from the start, I was bleeding from the heart
Even if I write down if what I've bottled up
It won't make a difference, the distance is long enough
I'm not wrong enough to feel, not strong enough to heal
It's hard to speak the truth about the part of me that's you
Everything's so fucked when you become a grown-up
And trying to buy lost time is like finding gold-dust
I let you down and I took you for granted
Scared to death to look, I was shook when you departed
I can't remain in this life without an issue
I can't explain what it's like to have to miss you
Chorus:
I've never slept a night not wishing you were still living
Never penned a rhyme not wishing you could still listen
Never gone a day wishing that you hadn't gone away
I've never lived my life not feeling like I'm dead inside
Even though you're here with me, the part of me that never dies
Never slept a night not wishing I could make things right
Post-Chorus:
I wanna sing a different song for you
I wanna sing a different song for you
I wanna sing a different song for you
Cause all I do is fight, and all I do is lie
Verse 2:
Of course, my double helix is half of yours
But I'm held together by the fact that my heart is yours
The biggest achievement out of all this bereavement
When I walk in the door and leave them jaws on the floor
If it means anything, I'm onto better things
Gave it everything, done so many stupid and clever things
I wish you could have witnessed, now that I'm a man
Who left the little kid crying behind the line in the sand
Life isn't planned, only death is a certainty
Gave your best in the surgery, now you rest for eternity
It's hurting me but I won't ever fall to pretenders
I'm at war with myself and I can't afford to surrender
Watch me do it by myself when I'm my own worst enemy
Cause I just want to make you proud of me and carry on your legacy
I love you Dad, more than you can fathom
With every fibre, molecule and core of all my atoms
Bridge:
And I can keep on pretending everything is fine
But when you turn a blind eye
It makes it hard to sleep at night
Sometimes it's hard to be the good guy
But I'll keep you in mind and try
Even on the darkest nights when I've
Chorus:
I've never slept a night not wishing you were still living
Never penned a rhyme not wishing you could still listen
Never gone a day wishing that you hadn't gone away
I've never lived my life not feeling like I'm dead inside
Even though you're here with me, the part of me that never dies
Never slept a night not wishing I could make things right
Post-Chorus:
I wanna sing a different song for you
I wanna sing a different song for you
I wanna sing a different song for you
Cause all I do is fight, and all I do is lie
Outro:
And you'd rather forgive me
I know you'd rather forgive me
I know you'd rather forgive me
I know you're always with me