Wish I Could Cry歌词-Citizen Soldier&Halocene

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Built a fortress trading memories for always feeling empty

Lost purpose running from my pain

I made a prison shining trauma and never found Nirvana

Sold cyanide for Novacaine

I’ve learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything

I’m just a cage of skin that threw away the key

To fall apart right now that’d feel like ecstasy but

These walls weren’t built a break

I really wish that I could cry right now

I really wish that I could let this out

Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead

I’m too good at holding them down

I really wish that I could cry right now

But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how

Being numb’s how I cope with the hell that I’ve known

But the silence is making me drown

I really wish that I could cry

I really wish that I could cry

I’ve had to wear a thousand faces

Be fake to just replace this panic that my past holds tight

Now every feeling’s lost it’s flavor cause I feel so much safer

As frozen than in fight or flight

I’ve learned that I’d rather suffer I would rather agonize

Than lose the little things just for the alibi

That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice

I’m living not alive

I really wish that I could cry right now

I really wish that I could let this out

Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead

I’m too good at holding them down

I really wish that I could cry right now

But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how

Being numb’s how I cope with the hell that I’ve known

But the silence is making me drown

My life is full of love but I’m empty

Cause I’ve been so afraid of remembering

I just want to break down

I’m ready

So let me please

I really wish that I could cry right now

I really wish that I could let this out

Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead

I’m too good at holding them down

I really wish that I could cry right now

But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how

Being numb’s how I cope with the hell that I’ve known

But the silence is making me drown

I really wish that I could cry