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Stopped smoking blunts

To get my mind right

Now I'm tossing & turning

I never sleep at night

Hole in my chest

I ain't been breathing right

Can't believe that goofy

Nigga tried to end my life

Doctors said I should've died

I don't know why I'm alive

I looked my killer

In the eyes and survived

Now I'm hanging on for dear life

While anger clouds up my sight

I think I'm losing my mind

Heartbreaks a bumpy ride

Thought he'd never leave my side

Told me it was forever then he died

Now I cry myself to sleep at night

I wanna call his mama

And make things all right

But I got to much pride

And I'm really hurt can't lie

White flag. I surrender to life

Pushing with all my might

But I'm losing all my fight

Everything's going wrong

But it's gonna be alright

It gotta be

Cause god planted all

These gifts I got inside of me

They tell you half ass stories

Full of whole ass lies

Put in half ass effort expect

A whole ass prize

They give you half ass love

Then break your whole ass heart

Half ass people being halfass there

I used to want approval

But now I don't care

I used to love the club now

You won't catch me there

I used to ask why me

But I know that life ain't fair

I used to love my city now

I hate being here

(why?)

Cause we go through a lot

But only learn a little

Self medicating knowing

That shits detrimental

Chasing memories

When all we need is clarity

Looking to others for our peace

That shits insane to me

We all got different vices

But we share the same pain

We want different trophies

But we're playing the same game

Say we don't want to get burned

Then walk right into the flame

We all lost our way

But you don't hear what I'm saying

Im from the city of broken dreams

Shootouts and serving fiends

Hard to understand

What peace means

Been praying for my enemies

Fighting to find my way

So I can finally breathe

I'm out here looking for me

Somebody pass me the weed

Im really starting to fiend

Can't get no sleep cause

My dreams won't let

Me rest I got demons

Trying not to snap

But I'm looking for a reason

To be unpeaceful

I'm feeling evil

It's getting lethal