Behind Bars (Explicit)歌词-Flowz Dilione

Behind Bars (Explicit)歌词由Flowz Dilione演唱，出自专辑《I Rap Sometimes， Vol. 2 (Explicit)》，下面是《Behind Bars (Explicit)》完整版歌词！

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作词 : Taylar Rough

作曲 : Taylar Rough

All the time I spent in prison did it help me out? (nah)

I'm talking to these four walls, what can you tell me now

I'm burning bridges that I build these people think I'm melting down

I've signed a deal to feed my family they say I'm selling out

I've been around the block before I really lived the life (yeah)

The judge gave me five years I really did the time

I'm sick of seeing mumzy crying, tears up in my sisters eyes

My little brother asking why I promise imma make it right

I still miss my brother Jesse and I hope he knows

I used to see his face up in the clouds when I was smoking cones

If you're listening to this just know I love you bro

There's no hard feelings, mum and dad just want you home

All these lyrics that I'm writing they don't ease the pain

I got a couple million views but I don't really need the fame

If I could have a normal life today then I would leave the game

If you want it you can have it that's an easy trade

I don't do the gossip I ain't into talking loud

I had to cut some people off I'm hanging with a smaller crowd

And they know who I am, where I come from what I'm all about

And if we have a problem with each other than we sort it out

And **** the pipe I ain't trying to puff my life away

I left that in the past I'm walking forward towards a brighter day

Tears falling like the rain and I don't wanna cry again

I hope my ex is doing good I'm really not the type to hate

Every day's a lesson and I'm learning what I can

My mum and dad raised me right and prison turned me to a man

She loves it when I call her Senorita

She's my biggest fan but right now I can't do us

I hope she understands

I miss Shaff I miss Sunny will I see 'em soon?

The only time I ever see my friends is when they're on the news

I miss my brother Betsie I just wanna go to heaven too

I'm praying every night, god tell me what I'm meant to do

I'm waking up in cold sweats when I sleep at night

Cause there's a lot of pain and anguish that I keep inside

It hurts that certain people died and I don't wanna be alive

That's the truth I'm being honest with you I don't need to lie

This rap is more than just a Rolex and a Cuban link

It's supposed to make you feel at home

Just like the house you grew up in

I had a good relationship and then I went and ruined it

She told me that she's done with all the fighting, so she threw it in

I'm a man and I won't hide the fact I've gotta cry

It broke my heart when Davo told me he don't wanna die

He's only 35, and he don't wanna leave his kids behind

Rest in peace I love you bro I think about you all the time

Just know your boys are doing fine

I hope you looking down and smiling from that place up in the sky

I'll be there in a little while

Just know your boys are doing fine

I hope you looking down and smiling from that place up in the sky

I'll be there in a little while

I ain't trying to die young like my mates did

I wanna live a long life with my bro Riv

Cause where we come from no one really makes it

I've got my eyes set up on the prize and I won't quit

When I was young I was bummy I had no cash

I used to rack all my clothes I was broke as

Weighing up buds at Larenzos mums

Back then I was sticking up dealers with my bro Shav

I've come a long way from my house up in Monmouth

Stoned every day blowing out them bong clouds

No doubt I was hanging with the wrong crowd

I went to jail, came home look at what I've got now

New car, old friends, same postcode

And a watch with a crown as its logo

I'm dressed in Givenchy you're looking like a hobo

Flowz Dilione is my name if you don't know

Everybody wanna know what my lifes like

But that's what happens when you're living in the limelight

I've come such a long way since the Price of Life

I was nineteen, broke smoking on an ice pipe

Thinking that's cool, I ain't have no role models

My older brother put them hoses in the coke bottles

I smoked a lot of weed and I popped a lot of xans

Sorry mum I promise that I'll never do drugs again

I ain't trying to waste time when the clocks ticking

I don't need you in my life if you're not driven

I praise the lord cause my family are god given

It broke my heart I couldn't hug 'em in a box visit

All I really need is them and a couple friends

People saying that they love me but I know it's just pretend

When I was locked up in a cell they didn't love me then

It's funny how things work out when on the other end

Drugs used to pay the bills, maybe rap could

I'm making money from my music, it's that good

Flowz 1 I'm the realest you can ask around

I had them lifers in a cypher up in Atwood

I've done the hard yards yeah I've done the prison time

My first TV appearance I was up on Channel Nine

For jumping counters I was wanted by the task force

Altona North Armed Crimes tell them get in line

I really come from the hood I'm a rockstar

You can see me driving round Newy in a hot car

Or at the train staysh taking photos with my fans

If you talking **** behind my back you are not hard

I came from the bottom, so I'm gonna shine bright

Just like my dad was I'm destined for the limelight

And **** the ardshays I ain't got no time for that

Cause I've lost way too many friends to the ice pipe

When I was young I was confused I didn't know how to deal with all the pain

I smoke a cone until I zone out

Along the way I lost myself up in them smoke clouds

My head spinning like I'm on a merry-go-round

I was on prescription pills they help me, but they don't work

Seroquel it ****ed my head and xannies make my bones hurt

When I was sick I couldn't even walk to go to church

Mumzy had to drive me everywhere like a chauffeur

Admitting that I had a problem was the first step

I had to throw the pipe away I haven't seen the worst, yet

I ended up in prison then eventually my girl left

My family are everything it kills me that I hurt them

Just to get to sleep I used to have to take a few xans

I couldn't function properly on the drugs, tell me who can

Lunch break I had no money for the food van

3 years later and I'm feeling like a new man