笨小笨Break Down (Explicit)歌词由Vin Jay演唱，出自专辑《Karma (Explicit)》，下面是《Break Down (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Break Down (Explicit)歌词完整版
Break Down (Explicit) - Vin Jay
Lyrics by：Vincent Jacovelli
Composed by：Vincent Jacovelli
Hey livin' like a mess tryna numb my pain
过着混乱不堪的生活 想要麻痹我的痛苦
Battlin' the demons in my mind all day
一天到晚与我心中的恶魔斗争
Either I'm ****** up or I'm insane
要么我糟糕透顶 要么我已丧失理智
Pop a pill have a drink don't break down
吞下药片 小酌一杯 不会让自己崩溃
Hey livin' like a mess tryna numb my pain
过着混乱不堪的生活 想要麻痹我的痛苦
Battlin' the demons in my mind all day
一天到晚与我心中的恶魔斗争
Either I'm ****** up or I'm insane
要么我糟糕透顶 要么我已丧失理智
Pop a pill have a drink don't break down
吞下药片 小酌一杯 不会让自己崩溃
Let's flash back to a moment in time
让我们回首往昔
When I was just a troubled youth tryna cope with his mind
那时我只是个问题少年 想要控制自己的思绪
With psychedelics c*****e and some smokin aside
醉生梦死 吞云吐雾
When I was broke and overdosed and was hopin' to die
当我身无分文 服药过量 希望了结自己的性命
Yeah I guess the damaged of feelin' ****** abandoned
我想被人抛弃的感觉造成伤害
Left me torn so I was slammin'
让我痛苦不堪 所以我横冲直撞
Like every drug I was handed
就像我手中拿着每一种药片
I managed 'til I ran out then ravaged through my dad's house
我克服难关 直到我跑出去 把我爸爸的房子洗劫一空
Gather all my **** so I could sell it
拿上我所有的东西 这样我可把东西卖掉
For a bag now
为了赚钱
I couldn't tell that I was losin' myself
我不知道我已渐渐迷失自我
And that the drugs only added to confusion I felt
这些药物只为让我感觉愈发迷惑
And when the homies hit me up I was refusing to help
当朋友给我打点电话时 我拒绝提供帮助
'Cause I was busy tryna make a ****** noose with a belt
因为我忙碌不已 想要用皮带做一个套索
But I was lonely and sick of feelin' depressed
但我孤单不已 厌倦了忧愁的感觉
I was runnin' out of options
我已经别无选择
And ways to cope with the stress
也没有办法应对压力
I thought I'd feel bliss when the reaper came to collect
我以为当死神降临时 我会感觉幸福无比
'Cause I'm done with the pain
因为我已受够了痛苦
I'd rather hang to my death and say
我宁愿一死了之 并说着
Hey livin' like a mess tryna numb my pain
过着混乱不堪的生活 想要麻痹我的痛苦
Battlin' the demons in my mind all day
一天到晚与我心中的恶魔斗争
Either I'm ****** up or I'm insane
要么我糟糕透顶 要么我已丧失理智
Pop a pill have a drink don't break down
吞下药片 小酌一杯 不会让自己崩溃
Hey livin' like a mess tryna numb my pain
过着混乱不堪的生活 想要麻痹我的痛苦
Battlin' the demons in my mind all day
一天到晚与我心中的恶魔斗争
Either I'm ****** up or I'm insane
要么我糟糕透顶 要么我已丧失理智
Pop a pill have a drink don't break down
吞下药片 小酌一杯 不会让自己崩溃
I never thought that my life would end when I'm seventeen
我从未想过我的生命会在十七岁的时候戛然而止
Now I'm writing notes to my family I thought I'd never leave
现在我给我的家人写信 我以为我永远不会离开
But all this pain I've been feeling
但我一直感觉痛苦难耐
It's time to set it free
现在该释放一切
Time to turn this torturous life of mine to a severed dream
现在应该把我痛苦的生活变成支离破碎的梦想
I waited 'til it was late and family was sleepin'
我会等到深夜时分 家人已酣然入睡
Was thinkin' 'bout death
我脑海里想着死亡
I wasn't thinkin' 'bout 'em grievin'
我没有想过他们会伤心
I thought that when they read the note they'd understand my reasons
我以为在他们看到信的时候 他们会理解我的理由
So I crept downstairs time to finally conquer my demons
所以我蹑手蹑脚地走下楼 此刻我终于可以战胜我的恶魔
I grabbed the booze plus a bottle of pills
我手上拿着酒和一瓶药
Ran 'em back up to my room feelin' hollow with chills
然后跑回我的房间 感觉空虚又寒冷
Wasn't nervous I was ready I was confident still
我并不紧张 因为我已做好准备 我依然充满自信
Put a dozen in my palm and started poppin' to kill
把一打好货放在我的手里 开始大开杀戒
Yeah I'm finally doing it time to call in the eulogist
我跃跃欲试 现在该呼唤致词之人
I got what I deserved
我自作自受
I took my life and I ruined it
我掌控我的生活 亲手毁灭一切
Thirty minutes later my feelin's started to fade
三十分钟过后 我的感觉开始消失
Went from fallin' out of love to fallin' into my grave
从失去爱意到坠入我的坟墓之中
I'm gettin' woozy and passin' out in my bed
我感觉头晕目眩 昏倒在我的床上
I was fadin' in and out a few moments away from death
我意识模糊 濒临死亡
But somethin' in my stomach was travelin' up my chest
但我胃的东西流淌在我的胸腔里
I just fell to the floor and started puking up red
我倒在地上 开始口吐鲜血
And now the medicine is coverin' my hands
现在我手里抓着满满一把药片
They were drenched in it
药片早已浸湿
This is not the way that it was planned
一切都始料未及
I crawled to my bed I was barely able to stand
我艰难地爬到床上 我几乎站不起来
This is not what I intended I got myself in a jam
这不是我想要的结果 我让自己陷入困境
I ****** up I was broken and weak
我糟糕透顶 我颓丧又脆弱
I never wanted to die I wanted a moment of peace
我从来都不想失去性命 我渴望得到片刻的宁静
Felt my heart skip a beat when I woke from my sleep
当我从睡梦中惊醒 感觉我心跳加速
The next day and saw the suicide note at my feet
第二天 我看到那封摆在我脚边的遗书
And thought
不禁陷入沉思
Hey livin' like a mess tryna numb my pain
过着混乱不堪的生活 想要麻痹我的痛苦
Battlin' the demons in my mind all day
一天到晚与我心中的恶魔斗争
Either I'm ****** up or I'm insane
要么我糟糕透顶 要么我已丧失理智
Pop a pill have a drink don't break down
吞下药片 小酌一杯 不会让自己崩溃
Hey livin' like a mess tryna numb my pain
过着混乱不堪的生活 想要麻痹我的痛苦
Battlin' the demons in my mind all day
一天到晚与我心中的恶魔斗争
Either I'm ****** up or I'm insane
要么我糟糕透顶 要么我已丧失理智
Pop a pill have a drink don't break down
吞下药片 小酌一杯 不会让自己崩溃
