Confessions of a Pretty Boy (Explicit)歌词-Ryan Antes

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Every time I bleed, I lose ability to heal

Maybe I received all of the pain incessantly

I'm used, every part of me

I'm bruised and I cannot breathe

No one is my company

I watched everybody leave

If I showed you all of my scars, then would you like my honesty?

Would you go through all of my shards when I break down entirely?

I always pray to be with you eternally

But you'll only stay with me if I made it easy

I always pray (I always pray) to be the best that I can be (that I can be)

'Cause you'll only stay (only stay) with me if I made it easy (if I made it easy)

When I was twenty, someone played with my heart (oh)

That was the day, I chose to play in the dark (play in the dark)

And now I'm thirty, I be ****in' so hard

The biggest misstep that I did was that I took it too far

'Cause I only hate them until they become all of my men (ooh)

I only hate them until I become a part of them (yeah)

I can't believe I am as greedy as he was to her

I freely do men massacre

They feed me till the crash occurs

I'm their little history

Then they will get rid of me (will get rid of me)

No one is my company

I watched everybody leave

If I showed you all of my scars, then would you like my honesty? (oh, would you like it?)

Would you go through all of my (oh) shards when I break down entirely?

I always pray (I always pray) to be with you eternally

But you'll only stay with me if I made it easy

Oh, if I made it easy (if I made it easy)

Woah, woah, if I made it easy

I always pray (I always pray) to be the best that I can be

'Cause you'll only (oh) stay with me if I made it easy

If I made it easy

If I made it easy

Ooh ohh, no, oh, no

I always pray to be the best that I can be

'Cause you'll only stay with me if I made it easy

Can I play something? yeah, okay

So, you wanna play with me?

Ha, I wanna play with you too

But you know, I gotta see something first, yeah

I wanna know if it's big enough for me, yeah

So, can you show it?

Yeah, I wanna see, ahh

What the fu-

Hey, hey, no, yeah

No, hey, yeah, ohh, ooh

Yo, I'm on my twink era

My asshole pink era

I got five men wantin' me back, in their *NSYNC era

**** like I blink era

So don't you interrupt

I got five men breakin' my back, yeah, that's my kink, be rough

Don't blame me if I do this **** all over again

A pretty boy like me is set to **** with every men (ah)

Oh you wanna be friends? Boy, I know you reachin'

You just wanna have a taste, then next day you'll be leavin'

'Cause I've seen it all

Ain't no way that you'd be different, you're predictable

If you can use me, I'll use you too, I might as well be involved

Nickname's Lucy, and I hope you knew I sold my ****ing soul

Give me the ****ing gold

I got the body, I got the mind

I get the money after I grind

You ain't my honey, you're never mine

But you should love me, or else you'll die

I know I'm cocky, I got the nerve

If I'm being naughty, **** harder

The world is always ****in' against me, *****, I'm the main character

So, **** you if you think you're pretty

I'm the only one who's pretty

Dominant ones come with me

You know why the hell I'm picky

Every day I gotta bounce on everything biggie

I'm notorious, I ain't DD

Do ménage's like I'm Nicki

I will never do a quickie

Ride again after you breed me

*****, if you like me you can suck my ass

*****, if you hate me you should suck my ass

Roll your ****in' eyes if I give you that deepthroat

Buy a ****in' ice, if you give me that c-note

I hope you realize, you're playing with a demon

What you heard about me, boy, it's prolly true

Who the **** ever cares if I'm masc or effem?

I abuse power, get bars like FM

Still finna hear me serve bars in your FM

'Cause you never met a gay boy who can kill you, ah (ah)

How would you know that I breathe only for you, baby?

When I allowed you to go, boy, I feel that I have betrayed me

And now, I'm alone, I hope you're near, I swear that I will change me

Without you, I know, I'm never home

I'm sorry that I couldn't give peace when you're around me

But I won't cross the line even if they are talking loudly

I'll only make it right, I can't live seeing you without me

You're always my life, you are my home ('cause I never grew up)

How would you know that I breathe only for you, baby? (only for you) ('cause I never grew up)

When I allowed you to go, boy, I feel (oh) that I have betrayed me ('cause I never grew up)

And now, I'm alone, I hope you're near, I swear that I will change me ('cause I never grew up)

Without you, I know, I'm never home (I'm never home) ('cause I never grew up)

I'm sorry that I couldn't give peace when you're around me (when you're around me) (cause I never grew up)

But I won't cross the line even if they are talking loudly (oh) ('cause I never grew up)

I'll only make it right, I can't live seeing you without me (ah) ('cause I never grew up)

You're always my life, you are my home

But maybe I am just another crumbling pretty boy

I never knew my way

Drowning in my mistakes

Maybe I am just another crumbling city boy, ah

I'm just another ****ing city boy

Maybe I am just another ****ing pretty boy

****ing pretty people