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You don’t know my pain
You don’t and you never will
You won’t know my shame
You won’t and you never will
You won’t know what danger
I’ve run from or I’m running to
You won’t know my pain cause you left halfway through
So maybe this time you’ll find a way to break time
Last night I had a dream I found my balance and tipped off it
I’m coughing, a storm swallowed me whole like my sins washing the stains off my soul
The currents taking its toll
I struggle as I’m grabbing onto everything I can hold
Slowly I could feel my body go cold
An old man without any dirty marks on his clothes
Seems to hear me scream for help but from a distance he groaned
In my head I knew I couldn’t make it out here alone
But I drifted further away once the current took hold
So I gasped, as I approach a waterfall I’m now trapped
But right before I collapsed the man would reach out his hand
As I held it the skies cleared and all the rapids went past
When he pulled me closer to him I realized it’s my dad, damn
I cried as I asked him why it’s been long
And when he’ll be coming home to later comfort my mom
But I, knew this reunion wasn’t meant to be long
And before he said anything I blinked and then he was gone
You don’t know my pain
You don’t and you never will
You won’t know my shame
You won’t and you never will
You won’t know what danger
I’ve run from or I’m running to
You won’t know my pain cause you left halfway through
So maybe this time you’ll find a way to break time
Now I’m, angry as the wall collides with my fist
Saddened by its meaning as I’m bleeding out from my wrists
Cause I dream it over and over again
Living for free in my head
I’m the one who would be better off dead
Could you bring him back and take me instead?
Wash away all the pain of the nights I endlessly wept
Who would’ve thought that all this time the only secrets he kept
Was the truth of what was really going on in his head
The day he died haunts me just as it should
I numbed the details for as long I could
But I recall what he was wearing and the place where he stood
When he told me he’s heading out to get some charcoal and wood
But didn’t say that he was leaving for good
My hands are shaking but I can’t move
Couldn’t even tell my mom I saw him cause its hurts her and I can’t prove it, so it’s useless
Out of time and running out of excuses
A bullet to my head is something I’ll be accused with
You don’t know my pain
You don’t and you never will
You won’t know my shame
You won’t and you never will
You won’t know what danger
I’ve run from or I’m running to
You won’t know my pain cause you left halfway through
So maybe this time you’ll find a way to break time
