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If I lay down I feel tired

Even if I just woke up

And ill slept through my alarms

I know its just my luck

When I'm left with just myself

I just start giving up

And I'll lie and say one day

I will work hard enough

To change

If I want someone

I'll hurt them

Even if I think it's love

Then I'll cry so loud

I can't heart what they want

And I make myself the victim

And I blame who I need to blame

And I am left alone

To drown myself in

All the blood I drained

From my friend

I've been trying not to hate myself

When I mistake

But I can see the carnage

That im leaving in my wake

And my sins outweigh the flesh

Of all this body I am in

And I find out im the villain

And the hero didn't win

In the end

How long can I pretend

But if I try a little harder

If I can never be

What I have been

Maybe I would stop believing

That id be better

Off if I were dead

And I tell myself it's worth it

And I tell myself I can

And I've lost

This battle every time

But the war still isn't over yet