笨小笨Love and Loss (Explicit)歌词由CKol演唱，出自专辑《Feelings (Explicit)》，下面是《Love and Loss (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Love and Loss (Explicit)歌词完整版
[Hook
How did I get here?
Why am I hurtin?
And Am I deserving?
This pain do I feel alone?
Momma they love me now
Or they don't
It's really wild
I guess they wildin out our feelings in cannons we packed
Love you so dearly only woman there from my start
Broke me so dearly had to break your heart for my art
Somebody tell me time is broken down coz really lately
It's movin fast then sometime feel ain't moving lately
How do the faces look familiar Yet my mind feels lost?
Smiles all around feel so friendly yet my heart feel cold
Like they come at a cost if I don't pay them then they'll go
They say they love me, then unlove me, then pray for my fall
They hitting me from my point insecurity
Shit so deep sometimes I feel like they killing me
I try to flee from it but it feel like imprisonment
And I'm left with 2 options
...break a neck or break down on it
I pick the latter constantly I wasn't raised to kill
Until I learned not to care so now I let em be
So how did I get here?
Why am I hurtin?
And Am I deserving?
This pain do I feel alone?
Doesn't feel worth it
But I can't get past it
Thoughts in me blasting
Might end up dead alone
Sitting on the rooftop getting high tryna forget how you did me mahn I'm hurtin bad
Prolly shed a tear or two but I can't let go
...Happy face with a smile coz my friends can't know
Hoodie and a mask on my face
Not a fan of pandemics but I gotta thank god
My face from the world I hide
Coz I can't hide this hurt no more my feelings about to blow
Sorry you found my heart cold yeah she left me like that
Wish I could keep your love warm lack the feelings for that
You make me feel like home but I'm too broken for that
I need to be on my own to know the meaning of love
Coz I'm inside a closet full of me's
Can't decide which me I'm gonna be today
Feel like I've been trapped inside with bees
Swimming down a river full of sting and pain
And all I'm tryna say is I need peace
I keep telling me I'm gonna die today
Everyday my day is skipping beats
Though my world is crumbling I need you to stay
Money and loyalty cutting between what's real and dreams
Living like royalty don't take away the guilt of a snitch
Work for eternity for entities then lose in a blip
The kinda shit that make a nigga start to doubt his shit
