笨小笨’Lost?’ (Secret Diary Vol.1)歌词由Chache演唱，出自专辑《Secret Diary Vol.1》，下面是《’Lost?’ (Secret Diary Vol.1)》完整版歌词！
’Lost?’ (Secret Diary Vol.1)歌词完整版
作词 : ChaChe
作曲 : ChaChe
Yo
Just wanted to
I don’t know...write down some thoughts
Hope you can get me
Well, hope you don’t
This beat is making me sad
The rhythm is taking me back
Every time I wanna take a ****ing break it relapsed
I don’t know, maybe I’m mad
In a peaceful way, am I bad?
Cuz after all who the **** could I blame this **** at? (blame this **** at)
My 2021, everything is just ****ed up
Chances came and went I, would always **** it up
This **** that I’m put through, can’t seem to get myself drummed up
To sum up, this influx of pressure’s so large can’t get up, nah
I was a lone vessel out at sea, now stranded on the coast
Used to have this lighthouse that beamed, now my path’s no longer shone
A man can be destroyed but not defeated. Is it true? To be frank I don’t know
Maybe I’m not man enough to see, I’m freezing left out in the cold
Alone and helpless, but even worse I’m so sober that I am
Maybe fate is just something nobody has control over
When I go over my past year
I’ve fallen face down flat on ground, no chance for redemption nor rollover
The show’s over
/Bridge
Since 2006, never been so down in the dumps
Who would’ve thought that I’m fifteen but I’m already drunk
From the bitters and sorrows that literally tear up my life
Still having trouble sleeping at night, but no more tears left to cry
Now I ain’t melodramatic not the ‘madman in the attic’
Cuz if you’ve had what I had then you’d prolly get all this madness
as well, and now I’m feeling kinda numb like a ****ing addict
Can’t pull myself out of it the volume is thanatophoric
It got me busted and bent, can no longer muster up strength
Still got studies to tend to, but can’t nudge my mind in
Relationships are hard to handle too, and I lost a couple good friends
Some dreams collapsed, and now I’m limping on the rubble that remains
But hey, maybe it’s not all bad, at times I got luck on my side
Stepped up in my game, and prolly met the love of my life
It even seemed that everything was coming up with the tides
Well guess I was just too optimistic visions crush it’s goodbye
Nobody knows what the **** it is like to have emotions tucked up inside
And can’t open up my own mind to no one, they just do not identify
So my pain inside, densifies, intensifies
Gotta keep it to myself take it right into the coffin when I die
Were there a time machine, I’d gladly jump back
I ain’t hoping to change shit, just wanna recapture the past
Cherish the good memories knowing they gone and they gone for good
It’s sad but true, nothing left to do, just a hundred years of solitude
/Bridge
Gotta get up, pull **** from dirt and piss on Earth let ‘em have it
When life hands me middle fingers I’ll flip the bird right back at it
Rip the worst pages of my diary, ignite ‘em let ‘em burn to ashes
May’ve hit the curb, but it’s time to move on, all the twists and turns I’ve passed it
But moving on doesn’t mean that I’m leaving this **** behind
I’mma paint them red and pin them to the wall as a reminder
That I’m bound to come back to deal with all this unsettled business
**** the things that got me pissed, make it up to people that I have missed
Never thought I’d ever dump any of this **** in a song
But when I was ****ed up, disputed, it was music I built it on
Every time I Lost Myself, the Headlights they guided me back
And now I’m Not Afraid I’ve Gone Through Changes and I’m feeling Strong
-er Than I was, so I’m saying thank you to all my injuries
To all the friends and enemies that god has sent to me
To all the pinnacles and nadirs I was meant to reach
And to my fate and destiny I know it’s meant to be
Eventually I gotta get snap of those sad nights
Gotta stop reminiscing ‘bout the past times
Put some faith in myself, I’ve been raised from the hell
All those surging waves can’t get me capsized
Still lonely and cold? Well that’s right
I’ll produce heat be my own lamp light
Still caught between a rock and a hard place
But I’ll be going up like stalagmites
And I’m
saying hello, to 2022
Life goes on, you know
And there’s still so much to do
yeah
