笨小笨Self Reflection (Explicit)歌词由Intra HM演唱，出自专辑《Pain to Passion (Explicit)》，下面是《Self Reflection (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Self Reflection (Explicit)歌词完整版
Mentally I'm Ill
I got a plan still
Distortions my advantage
Yeah that's multiple perspective
It's so hard to teach me something cos I read all hidden message
And it really weighs me down cos I ask too many questions
I'm not happy not contented
Self esteem is dented
Angel devil blending
I got too much to contend with
Mind is broken, bended
Reasoning tormented
I was deeping so much so I had to document it
Pray one day my mumma stand there looking at me proud
Mumma please don't block me out the silence here is loud
Mumma tell me that you love me cos that's something I doubt
Mumma I got issues but im figuring them out
I been down and out I had no one I could turn to
Took it in my stride cos that's all that I knew how to
Don't talk to me bout black sheep I got the T-shirt worn it out too
Talkers keep on talking don't know the shit that I done been through
I'm a danger to myself I'm too bright, that's right
I got you figured out so you can't try to lie
I keep my circle small cos I don't fight I fly
Intra way too cold she nearly gave me frost bite
I cope by turning pain into passion
They all claiming that they real cos it's in fashion
But when I need a portion they give rations
Why you say you got me when you haven't
I feel myself falling off
But the wheels stay rolling on
I don't really know myself
Is this who I been all along?
Mind is stuck in past tense
I ain't been feeling whole since
I don't take to change well
I'm immature in that sense
I compare my ex's I guess I never recovered
I just filled the void I blocked it out onto another
Left me feeling half full, I couldn't make myself whole
Acne ridden teen so naive she thought she knew it all
She really gave her all but that was only to her boyfriends
Chasing validation in a cycle she had few friends
Sucker to be loved she had nuff love to return them
Searching for the one that could make all the nonsense make sense
She lived in her head the words that come out couldnt cut it
They say her mouth talk too much, too many thoughts to shut it
Daily battles with the rents cos they both knew she was different
But they couldn't tell if it was good or fast route to depression
So they tried their best to tame her
Them chains would only break her
She went twice as hard when she felt someone try suppress her
Heart of a leader but life was yet teach her
Brave young soul knew she would grow to be a teacher
Grow to be a speaker, grow to be a healer
But nobody believed her
So she started diving deeper
Now she had some shit to prove, ego really followed suit
Pride sky rocket through the roof she bit off more than she could chew
Sensitive young soul
Turned cold craved control
Dug herself a deep hole
The darkness swallowed her whole
Cos all she ever did know was doing shit just for show
Empty knock knock hollow
That's where the demons like to wallow
Sense of self was vacant so she really beat herself down
You're your own worst enemy were words she heard 10 times round
If I go harder on myself there's no one beating me down
No one wearing that crown
No one hurting me now
