笨小笨Close My Eyes (Explicit)歌词由Drex Carter&Kid Cole&SadBoyProlific演唱，出自专辑《Close My Eyes (Explicit)》，下面是《Close My Eyes (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Close My Eyes (Explicit)歌词完整版
Close My Eyes (Explicit) - Drex Carter/Kid Cole/SadBoyProlific
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Composed by：Kid Cole/Evan Helm/Drex Carter
I come close my eyes
我闭上双眼
Times all took
时间流逝
Yeah
Been a long road yeah it's been a long time
漫漫长路，岁月已久
Remember I was 12 when I wrote my first rhyme
记得十二岁那年，我写下第一行诗
Livin' in hell inside of my mind
内心煎熬如地狱
Outside don't know the feelings I had
外界不知我心中的感受
Then I got old and started to make songs
后来我长大，开始创作歌曲
Feelings got cold and drop in my palms
情感冷却，从我手中滑落
Teachers don't know the weight in my mind
老师不知道我心中的重负
Turning my fault it stared in grade 9
从九年级开始，我就承担起过错的重担。
Wish I could've done it back in grade 6
真希望我六年级时就已改正错误
Outside feel dark but I'ma make hits
即使外面一片黑暗，我也要创作出热门歌曲
So it's my time time to take risks
此刻我敢于冒险
Shredded my flesh to flash out my wrist
我忍痛拼搏，只为炫耀我的成就。
Hit up that studio the first time
初次踏入录音室
Didn't know then it'd take about 5
当时我不知道这仅需片刻
Hundred more until I put out a song
五百次尝试，终有歌问世
And a teacher was born but that was just the start
一个老师诞生了但那只是开始
One of those studios made a few hits
那些录音室之一帮我创作了几首热门歌曲
Oneof them kept me from being homeless
其中一家工作室让我免于流落街头
But then I turned a new page in my life
然而，人生新篇已翻启
And was tired of waiting
厌倦了等待
I wanted to fly
我想飞
Flying meant losing home in madina
飞翔意味着抛下麦地那的家园
Flying meant losing another I'll see you
飞翔意味着失去所爱，但坚信后会重逢
Flying meant honestly I shouldn't be here
飞翔意味着，说实话，我本不该停留于此
Never tried it myself been held in that reaper
我未曾尝试，早已被恐惧束缚
Broken car broken heart a broken promise didn't make me stop
破车心碎失言承诺，都不能阻止我前行
Broke feels also long ago
财政困境已成过往
But just wrote my check to write me off
但刚付了支票就被解雇了
Spent about 20000 on a tour
出去旅游花了两万左右
Independent
我独立无畏
I ain't got it off shore
海外存款全无
Bank account been froze like 4 months in
账户被冻，四月至今
But I know y'all got the boy
但你们掌控了我
Don't wanna follow I can feel tomorrow closin' that door again
不想追随我我感觉明天又一次关上心门
Can feel the sorrow lost inside tomorrow where does the story begin
我感受到内心的悲伤明天的故事从何说起
I don't want to upset at it
我不想为此烦恼
Wrong time
错误的时间
Outside it's on fire
外界烈火熊熊
Don't wanna follow
不想追随
I can feel the tomorrow
我能感受到明天的曙光
Holdin' them close while they dying slowly
生命渐凋谢
That moment in time tend to rip you in half
那一刻，如刀割般撕裂你心
The scars on your flesh you can try to correct
你肌肤上的伤痕，试图纠正却无济于事
But they won't go away when you taking a bath
但当你沐浴时它们就不会消失
Was taken a back way in the past
曾遭背叛，误入歧途
My own homie stuck a blade in my back
挚友却在背后捅刀
I ain't once try to move like a snake
我从未想要狡猾行事
So I can't be mad when they labeled you that
所以我无法责怪他们给你贴上这样的标签
Incompatible down to the ions in the mountains
我们间的相斥，深入山岩离子间
Where my hill to die on
我誓死捍卫的立场何在
Heart colder than a ******* cry-on
心冷如无人安慰的泪点
I ain't get a shoulder
我未得到任何依靠
I could cry on
我渴望能寻得慰藉
Hold up drex
等等，德雷克斯
I just need a sec
给我一点时间就好
I just gotta bleed to proceed to hex
我必须承受苦难，继续前行
Sippin' margaritas
啜饮玛格丽特鸡尾酒
Rocking regal vest
身披皇家礼服，威风凛凛
Learn to listen more start speaking less
学会多倾听少说
My own momma used to take me
我亲爱的妈妈曾经常常带我去
To the store
到店里
And then leave me just to make me
然后又离开我让我
Search for her
找寻她踪迹
Had to leave a really good girl
不得不离开一个好女孩
'Cuz I can't spend my life finding worth for her
因为我不能用我的生命去寻找她的价值
If you feel the pain that
若你也体会这份痛
I'm trynna lay and you relate then
我想与你亲近，心意相通
I'll hurt for you
我愿为你承受痛苦
If you trynna travel down this way
若你欲踏上此路
And then end up lost just know
若你迷失别忘记
I will search for you
我将寻你踪迹
I was like 6 I wrote my first line opened my eyes
六岁那年我写下第一行诗，就此睁开双眼
Then watch a verse fly
目睹韵律飞扬
You're blessed but your working
你被赐福，但仍不懈劳作
You're learning the time
你正学习把握光阴
And it's due till like 5
而任务需在五点左右完成
Step out burning a light
勇敢发光发热
It's 245 in a church while I cry
教堂里，我独自哭泣，时光定格在凌晨2点45分
The tears startin' to hurt and then burn while they dry
泪水开始刺痛，而后在风干中燃烧
Question my worth do I deserve life
质疑我的价值我是否值得活下去
Love you so much save the hurt for the night
深爱着你，疼痛留待夜晚再处理
Don't wanna follow I can feel tomorrow closin' that door again
不愿再追随，我预感明日那扇门又将紧闭
Can feel the sorrow lost inside tomorrow where does the story begin
感受明日的迷茫，故事该从何讲起？
I don't want to upset at it wrong time
我不想在错误的时间心烦意乱
Outside it's on fire
外面火光四起，
Don't wanna follow I can feel the tomorrow
不想追随我我能感受到明天的到来
Why are you inside
你为何在屋里
My head my dear
我的脑袋亲爱的
She said sad what you want
她说，悲伤，你想要什么？
I ain't have worst feelings untouched
我未曾有过未触及的糟糕感觉
Like I been holding onto your arm
就像我紧紧地抱着你
Memories fade I can't recall love
回忆褪色，爱已模糊不清
Dark room like I'm falling in deep with my heart wound
漆黑之中，我如坠深渊，心痛不已
Same old **** with my heart loose
还是那老一套，我心已乱麻
You ain't my friend if you was I forgave you
你若是我的朋友，我早原谅你了，但你不是。
I wasn't enough always thinking I'll save you
我还不够总是以为我会拯救你
Fight them wars myself and I'm the only soldier still standing here
独自披甲奋战，我是唯一幸存的士兵
And found love through the grapevine but I'm having trouble understanding it
在谣言蜚语中听闻爱情，我却难以领悟其中真谛。
There's white noise in the silence from the aftermath of the argument
争执过后的寂静里，仍有杂音干扰思绪
And gaslights when we break off
分手时你竟施以迷幻计
Now I just wanna be alone again
此刻我只想孤身一人
And you break my heart by choice
而你却选择伤透我的心
Not that **** you make in your head
并非你脑海中的胡思乱想
Feel my brain splat in my dreams
梦中思绪如脑浆迸裂
When I end my life instead
当我结束生命时
And this selfish ***** is my end
而这自私的烂事，便是我的终局
Can't do anything she said
她说什么我都做不了
Kill myself this time for real
自杀这一次是真的
Love's changed on the edge of my head like
爱在我脑海的边缘已全然不同
Told my ***** that I'ma make it alright
我告诉那个人，我会让一切好起来的。
There's 400 goals I'ma reach and I lied
我曾设定四百个目标，却说了谎
Stars have been falling and matters allies
厄运连连
But I left the earth for a moment to die
我曾短暂离世，心死如灰
She's seen the vividest pictures of mine
她见过我最为生动的画面
Told 'em my stories I've told 'em my lies
道尽我的故事，也说过了谎
She only know what I tell her the pain is 'cause
她只知道我告诉她的痛苦，因为那是我所经历的苦楚
I don't want 3 of them to cry
我不想他们中的三个人伤心落泪
