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I didn't think I'd mention her again

I thought I'd left her in my past

With all my secondary school friends

But when you get your heart broken

It's hard to move on

Especially when she

Was your first girlfriend

We were never meant to be

But at the time I couldn't see that

I was blinded by the fact

That she actually swiped right back

I was smitten

I had fallen

I thought I was in love

But as I look back

I think I really was in lust

I hoped she'd be my wife

I even used to tell her

Picturing a life together

After graduating next semester

But I think I came on way too strong

'cause she went and did a runner

Like a 100m sprinter

She said I was moving mad

Putting her under too much pressure

The walls were closing in

She's feeling trapped

Like a tight sweater

So naturally of course

I made sure I gave her space

Keeping my distance

Till we finally saw face to face

I tried to move on a

And just forget about her

Pushed her out of my head

But she left lasting memories

And I was hurting, b

'cause I really thought

That she was the one for me

But maybe I was foolish

She was ticking every box

Like she came from the nike store

A five foot something black girl

Had me wanting more

I was on a path

I was on a journey

I was trying to find someone

That could never think to hurt me

'cause I've struggled

In the past with showing my emotions

I'd bottle that shit up

Till the point of implosion

And I'm not trying to say

That she ever did me dirty

I'm just trying to say

That some girls left me hurting

'cause I know I fall hard

I'm catching feelings like I'm bieber

Modern girls left me scarred

Like my name was derek jeter

So I had to move fast

Like I'm running from a cheater

I was diving I was ducking

I was dodging I was dipping

I was trying to get out of the way

'cause I can't be caught slipping

They will rip your head off

Running around headless chickens

And she was after a guy

That would make her better christian

She was looking for a man

That understood his daily mission

To uphold her, to uplift her

To always have her back

I wanted that to be me

But I had to face the facts

I ain't never had a girl

Never even had my first kiss

Twenty something years old

There's a lot that I missed

Like taking a girl out

Holding her in your arms

Now she's feeling safe

You will never let her be harmed

Now she got me going

Down this memory lane

I'm reminiscing about the times

And the blessings that came

Uh

She opened up my eyes

She was a blessing in disguise

Teaching me lessons t

Hat I'd be using in my later life

I said earlier on that I came

On way too strong

But I think that was because

Of the feelings I had for her

I ain't never felt this way

Before everything was brand new

Navigating through a maze

I can't even see through

I had to figure out whether

I should be with you

But it weren't just my choice

And you knew what I wanted

I waited for a decision

But you left me unresponsive

You left me in the dark,

So I had to ask myself

Should I stay or should

I go 'cause I really don't know

Should I stay or should

I leave and just forget about we

I wrote this song about a girl

I knew from my past

And the memories are still

Up here like they're rattling in glass

I know she'll never hear it

And I could care less

But I had to get it off

My chest and put it to rest

I can say I've moved on

And I rarely look back

But I can't forget the fact

That the experience held me back

I definitely learned a lot

And for that I'm very grateful

I don't think I'd make a change

Even though those feelings were painful

I know that love is hard

But if you find it, it's amazing

I've been blessed with two examples

But you gotta be patient

There have been times in my past

Where I thought I found the one

But they were just stepping

Stones on my path to find the one

I'm only twenty something years old

So there's time on my side

There's no need for me to rush

So let me chill out and vibe

I'm trusting in god

'cause I know that he'll provide

But until that even happens

Let me just enjoy my life