笨小笨I Don’t Feel Alive (Explicit)歌词由Chelsea Cutler演唱，出自专辑《pov: red flag lover (Explicit)》，下面是《I Don’t Feel Alive (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
I Don’t Feel Alive (Explicit)歌词完整版
I Don't Feel Alive (Explicit) - Chelsea Cutler
Lyrics by：Chelsea Cutler/Kevin White
Composed by：Chelsea Cutler/Kevin White
Produced by：Chelsea Cutler/Kevin White
Skin and bones stomach aches
骨瘦如柴 胃痛难耐
Lucid dreams hold my breath
沉浸于清醒的梦中 在我彻底清醒之后
When I'm wide awake
我会屏住呼吸
Connecticut dissociate
在康涅狄格州过着颠沛流离的生活
Maybe I should buy a house
也许我应该在城市的北边
In a town upstate
买下一栋房子
If I could I'd wake myself up
倘若我可以做到 我会唤醒自己
When I am somebody that I'm proud of
只要我成为我引以为傲的样子
I'm getting undressed for my lover
为了我的爱人 我褪去衣衫
And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do
祈祷她不会像我一样讨厌我的皮囊
I'm reading books and drinking coffee
我一边看书 一边喝着咖啡
Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom
双脚踏上我放在浴室里的体重秤
The water goes downhill and still
水流倾泻而下 而我静止不动
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
我逆流而上 拼命划动着无法飞翔的双臂
And I don't feel alive no I don't feel alive
我奄奄一息 无法感觉到生命的活力
Telehealth TV episodes
远程治疗 电视节目
Swallow seeds but the fruit never seems to grow
吞下种子 然而似乎永远不会结出果实
Validate what I know
证实我所知道的一切
What I believe in and everywhere I wanna go
我的信仰和我心往神驰的每个地方 全都意义非凡
If I could I'd wake myself up
倘若我可以做到 我会唤醒自己
When I am somebody that I'm proud of
只要我成为我引以为傲的样子
I'm paying three different psychologists
我花钱聘请三位不同的心理学家
Trying to remember who I told what story to
试图回忆我跟谁讲过什么故事
I'm writing feelings in a journal
我在日记里写下我的感受
Cuz' that's what people who have their **** together seem to do
因为那些按部就班的人似乎会做这样的事情
The water goes downhill and still
水流倾泻而下 而我静止不动
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
我逆流而上 拼命划动着无法飞翔的双臂
And I don't feel alive no I don't feel alive
我奄奄一息 无法感觉到生命的活力
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我不停挣扎 呼吸空气 最终却让水灌进去
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs
我不停挣扎 呼吸空气 最终却让水灌入肺中
I'm learning how to set my boundaries
我在学习如何划定我的边界
How to have compassion for myself and for my mind
我在学习如何同情我自己和我的心灵
I'm turning off my ******* cell phone
我要关掉我的手机
And trying to have honest conversations in real life
试着在现实生活里进行坦诚的对话
The water goes downhill and still
水流倾泻而下 而我静止不动
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
我逆流而上 拼命划动着无法飞翔的双臂
And I don't feel alive no I don't feel alive
我奄奄一息 无法感觉到生命的活力
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我不停挣扎 呼吸空气 最终却让水灌进去
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我不停挣扎 呼吸空气 最终却让水灌进去
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我不停挣扎 呼吸空气 最终却让水灌进去
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs
我不停挣扎 呼吸空气 最终却让水灌入肺中
