Eternal (Stream of Consciousness)歌词-Puppy Angst

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There's a hole in the earth

In the spot where you stood

When you left and I couldn't figure

Out if you were ever coming back

It took me so long to realize

That this wasn't

Temporary

There's a hole in me permanently

That grew bigger every day

Until I could finally understand

And Accept that you weren't coming back

That hole is still there

But I'm trying to make it smaller

I still feel so small and consumed by it

I don't have much room to spare

Some days I am merely a shell eaten

Away by all of my trauma

Mourning is eternal

Mourning is eternal

Some days I am healed

Some days it's just as hard as the first

I still feel empty sometimes

I still feel empty a lot of the time

I think about what you might

Think of me now

Would you like how I turned out?

Would you be proud?

They always said I took after you

Same eyes, same nose

Prone to freckling and sunburns

I wonder if I'll make it to 50

Or take after you that way, too

I'm working on trying

To feel something more than regret

Guilt

Constant

I'm working on trying

To feel something more than regret

Guilt

Constant

It's taken me years to write

These words down and say

Them out loud like this

I'm trying not to be

So scared to say them

I hope it will make your memory

Last maybe this too will burn eternal

I hope it will make your memory

Last maybe this too will burn eternal

I hope it will make your memory

Last Maybe this too will burn eternal

Maybe this too will burn eternal