Humanity (Explicit)歌词-Alice Collier

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PART ONE: THE AWAKENING

Never felt pretty growing up

So now I over sexualise myself

I have no sense of self

So I don’t know if I love you

I overthink and overshare

But people still don’t know shit about me

Wrapped up in the bullshit

Can’t see the love around me

The anger inside me is boiling down

But my tears are running out

I get the blame when you’re the one who found me

Found me

Found me

Crown me

If I was crazy

Then you’d know it

If I was alive

Then you’d see it

Thinking late at night

The mind won’t break

He’s on my mind

But all I think now is

Am I a joke to you?

Always having to be ok

Cause when I get mad

Laugh till the punchline

Point your fingers

Like all bridges burned were just crimes

Take my awkwardness out of context

Say that i’m a bitch

I was fine being alone

Untill he walked in

Got up and left

I went around the town

2, 3 and 4

Stoped there just to breathe

Cause I had my eyes on someone

But this someone couldn’t take any of my hints

And i waited and waited and waited

Still here

Still waiting

One more step

One more step

I am ruined

Everything in my body is broken

No hope to live

I’m tainted

One more step

One more step

One more step

PART TWO: THE NIGHTMARES

Lost in my mind

Lost my mind

I cried and cried

Dressed up all the time

Woke up way to early

So i could have hours to get ready

All for a second of your attention

And when it was not reciprocated

It made me fall deep into you

Dressed so feminine

To compensate

So i’m dying pink black

And cutting off snakes

Its been 15 years of the same old shit

Give me a break

So right now

I’m levelling up

So nobody else can touch me

But right now I want you to touch me

Please

I’ve lived fast

Gonna die young

5, 6 and 7

Just to numb the pain

I try to say that I’m okay

But I’m going insane

Fuck you

Don’t know your name

But you all made me this way

Poison in my blossoming fields

I notice everything

But say nothing

I say nothing

It’s my principal

I keep quiet

I keep quiet

But now i’m sick of being dead silent

The closet is open

The doors and the windows

The people who did me wrong

Will pay

I’m a bit crazy

Cause I miss you baby

And the person I used to be

Now it seems like a distance

I’m sick of the picture

The picture of me

The one with black hair

Spelled out your mans favourite dream

I’m finally free

If I was dead

I wanna be free

My insanity

Its what makes me me

Do you still love me?

Would you still want me?

If wasn’t a weight of a stick

Didn’t have my luscious lips

Or the length my hair to width

Will you remember me?

Cause i’ll be forgetting you

This wasn’t part of the plan

PART THREE: ACCEPTANCE

Everything’s ruined

I built a person

And it’s crumbled

Last night dreams

Midnights, keep me humbled

Is this what is left of me?

Broken pieces

Is this what the world is like?

I had a make a whole person just to survive

Culture is dying

Feel it’s heart dead inside

It’s waiting for humanity

It’s waiting for people to wake up

And realise they’ve wasted their lives

Crashed all your dreams

I’m so grateful that

I have my dreams

Safely in my pocket

Took a year off

Just to breathe

Looking for my family

Wishing them nothing but glee

Head was full of things that never really mattered

Was dead for years straight

Now it’s filled with life

And dreams i can’t wait to fulfil

Fuck characters and personas

This is me

I got my humanity

Now my violets blooming red

I got my humanity

But I know this isn’t the end