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East side of London in a broken home
Mum lost her job the funds were getting low
Days without food my family didn't know
I couldn't leave my house like it was Covid cos I had no clothes
Jumping over barriers just to get to school
This top set student started breaking rules
It feels like this life set me up to lose
Eviction notice through the door to me nah it was nothing new
Nothing new
Fire in my eyes and it lit up the room
I had to have it hard I couldn't pick and choose
I wish I told my friends what I was going through
Isolated from the world nobody even had a clue
No wonder why I struggle with my mental health
I bottled all the pain in life I know I felt
I'm grateful even with the cards that life has dealt
But my heart has turned to ice I'm tryna make it melt
Lockdown got me thinking 'bout the trauma
Sitting in my bedroom nothing short of mental torture
Kept things to myself I had nobody in my corner
Thinking 'bout my life before was living like a pauper
Tryna move on with my life it sent me right back
Quarantine living for a year I already done that
I already done that suicidal thoughts in my brain I couldn't face that
I know that I've hurt of feelings
I was going through it - hope you know I didn't mean it
I've burnt a lot of bridges I don't blame you for leaving
It's time for me man up and start facing all my demons
Say sorry to the people that I let down
Say sorry to the people that I made frown
I'm tryna change my life I'm tryna turn round
I'm tryna change my life I'm tryna turn round
These niggas wanna fuck with my bankroll
Check the Louis pouch filled up with the bank notes
Ain't been in the trap studios the new bando
Roll up a zoobie in I'm in the stars like I'm lando
Only tryna focus on my health and the cash flow
Fake niggas sneak behind your back like a panto
Bro's still pushing weight steady with his zanco
Tryna cop a house Richard milly and a Lambo
Standard
Only spoke money when I landed
Frantic, got these niggas moving kinda frantic
Life is like chess and I took a risk like gambit
I ain't been on beef but you better know my gang is
Spit a sick flow like it's covid
Stacking more bread call it Hovis
Fuck the Police fuck Chauvin
Fuck the Police fuck Chauvin
Hold up hold up niggas in the ride
Stop 'em in there tracks before they do another crime
Shoot first, ask questions later no time
Damn I thought it was taser Oh I thought he had a nine
And I don't wanna hear this only happens overseas
Seen a innocent brother be forced onto his knees
Tell us to forget 'bout when they hung us from the trees
How can I forget when George is screaming I can't breathe
