笨小笨4pm歌词由Claire Rousay演唱，出自专辑《sentiment (Explicit)》，下面是《4pm》完整版歌词！
4pm歌词完整版
it’s 4pm on a monday and i cannot stop sobbing.
i haven’t been able to eat or sleep or leave the bed for days. crying every single day for the past 20 days.
now that i type it out, that seems like an obvious red flag… something is wrong.
on paper, my life is nice.
actually, my life is becoming the very life i have dreamed about since i was a little kid.
i so badly wish i could engage, appreciate, and truly LIVE this life that i’ve been fortunate enough to experience. unfortunately, there is a seemingly infinite void inside of me.
and a darkness that won’t lift.
i have never felt this alone and discarded in my life.
this includes times when i lost friends, family, and even what i thought was my god.
perhaps those losses just compounded, including my current situational stressors (?).
or maybe this is unrelated. or maybe i am making it all up.
i am writing this on my iPhone,
and can already tell that this text will either end up sounding like a suicide note or like, some pathetic attempt at “being real”.
it is neither though. the closest thing i can think of to compare this text to is a letter to the universe,
begging for the aching to let up, the crying to slow, and my ability to function to return.
…
sometimes i am just grateful that i can still cry - because being numb is an even worse reality, and very few people seem to return from that.
