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Sometimes, I hate myself for being a worshipper of love.
Because that makes love the most important thing to me.
But the most important things are also the ones that can destroy you
In the fastest, cruelest way.
Hence, it's also my biggest weakness.
I can feel love killing me slowly,
Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second, and even tick by tick…
I feel so empty...
Have you ever fallen into such an atrocious mood that you can't do anything?
Well, that’s me right now.
I feel like my brain has stopped working.
I can’t focus on anything other than that,
The thing that is making me so despondent and miserable.
Him and her.
Every time I think of them,
Which means all the time,
I feel like every fiber, every nerve, and every cell of me is crumbling.
I feel incomplete.
I feel broken.
There‘s this coldness that seems to spread through every corner of my body,
Seeping into every drop of blood and making me shiver.
I just wanna crash down right here, hug myself, and cry.
Cry until my eyes become blind so that I no longer have to witness such scenes.
I cannot breathe.
All the negative thoughts seem to have been transmitted to my stomach,
To my intestines,
Making it churn, and making me feel so nauseous.
I can’t swallow anything, not even the tiniest piece of bread.
But it’s okay tho.
Just like that, I’ll wither away and then die.
The pain won’t be able to keep invading and eroding both my body and my mind.
But until I become a void being,
I still have a hope that everything would turn around,
That love would come back to me,
And that the gods would be on my side.
But no.
I am drowning in despair.
I'm suffering from my bad karma.
I was wrong,
I was wrong in everything,
I was wrong about everything.
Please save me…
Please,
Someone,
Anyone,
Please save me…
And now,
I think I can no longer keep my sanity.
