mental (Explicit)歌词-youcallmecarla

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I don’t remember the good times but always the hard ones

Like my mind wants me to be miserable when my time comes

I didn’t do shit and I accomplished nothing

But god, I hope I do at least something

My younger self would tell me I’m proud of you but

What the fuck? Please acknowledge your luck

And I’m sorry to you but my life is just a phase

I’d like to be happy at least some days

It’s not that I don’t even try

My mind is just too fucked sometimes

And you realize what mental means

When you’re crying ‘bout a pair of jeans

I wanna want I wanna want something deeply

I wanna want I wanna want something easy

It’s not that I don’t even try

My mind is just too fucked sometimes cause

I wanna want, I wanna want someone who loves me completely

And I

Laugh about my own jokes way too much

So much that people think I’m out of touch

With reality it’s a funny story, actually like, how do people live out here so naturally? So fucking casually?

Still can’t deal with my own stupid mind

When it’s complete silence I wanna go, I wanna go wild

Cause my own thoughts are just way too much too handle

On standby, blow out the selfcare candle

But it’s not that I don’t even try

My mind is just too fucked sometimes

And you’ll realize what mental means

When your crying about a pair of jeans

I wanna want I wanna want something deeply

I wanna want I wanna want something easy

It’s not that I don’t even try

My mind is just too fucked sometimes cause

I wanna want, I wanna want someone who loves me completely

Oh I take a look in my calendar

15 appointments I missed last September

I fuck up my whole life and I don’t even try

I’m not calm but I lay in bed

Maybe it’s all just in my head

I call my therapist, she doesn’t answer now

I’m back to being a fuck up, wow