笨小笨Novocaine 2 (Explicit)歌词由rainzzz&DempseyRollBoy演唱，出自专辑《Another Memory 2 (Explicit)》，下面是《Novocaine 2 (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Novocaine 2 (Explicit)歌词完整版
Novocaine 2 (Explicit) - DempseyRollBoy/rainzzz
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Lyrics by：Jacob Loaiza
Composed by：Jacob Loaiza
Every night the light fades my happiness goes with it
每天晚上光芒消失我的幸福也随之消失
Haunted by these memories I can't help but revisit
这些回忆萦绕心头我情不自禁地重温
Cryin' out for help but nobody wants to listen
大声呼救可没人想听
What's it gonna take to break me out of this prison
要怎样才能让我挣脱这牢笼
Time has passed but nothin's changed except I'm more deranged
时间一分一秒地流逝除了我更加疯狂之外什么都没有改变
I'm so out of it snap out of it
我好兴奋振作起来
I can't I'm disengaged
我做不到我无所事事
Now I'm off the drugs they've been flowin' through my veins
现在我戒了那种东西它们在我的血管里流淌
I've found a way to numb the pain novocainе
我找到了一种新的办法来麻痹我的痛苦
I still can't believe what happеned sadness keeps on rainin' down
我还是不敢相信发生了什么悲伤不断涌上心头
Nothin' ever goes as planned I thought I'd be okay by now
一切都会按计划进行我以为我现在安然无恙
Lookin' back I had it backwards love is what I chased around
回首过去我曾追悔莫及爱情是我追逐的目标
Someone else can't make you happy
别人无法让你快乐
All you'll do is make them drown
你只会让他们痛不欲生
Take it from me they say they'll stay but they'll leave
从我这里拿走吧他们说他们会留下可他们会离开
And now I've either gotta heal or kill myself to be free
现在我要么疗伤要么自杀才能获得自由
'Cuz I'm so manic every decision I make is extreme
因为我太狂躁了我做的每一个决定都极端极端
I still don't know what my purpose is
我还是不知道我的目的是什么
I don't know what it means
我不知道什么意思
God I think I'm finished I don't think I wanna live
天啊我觉得我完蛋了我不想活了
But y'all don't want me dead yet
但你们都不想让我死
I got too much left to give
我还有太多东西要给
I cut slits on my wrist they remind me to exist
我手腕上的钻石让我想起自己的存在
I done came too far to give up
我已经走了太远无法放弃
It's too late to call it quits
现在说放弃已经来不及了
I've been trippin' for a minute off the pills I'm an abuser
那种东西让我有点迷糊我滥用药物
All alone and got no home
独自一人无家可归
And got no soul and got no future
没有灵魂没有未来
And my mind is full of voices
我的脑海里全是声音
Can't get rid of these intruders
无法摆脱这些入侵者
They say time heals all those ain't nothin' more than rumours
他们说时间会治愈一切那些都不过是谣言
I've been down bad still me I'm still sad
我一直很难过我依然很悲伤
Clip full of bullets but I'm still weak I can't blast
弹夹里全是子弹但我还是很弱我不能开枪
Livin' for the moment I'ma die young and live fast
活在当下我会英年早逝尽情放纵
I can't wait until the day
我迫不及待
When all I see is pitch black
当我看见一片漆黑
Maybe nothin's real I can't even believe in myself
也许没有什么是真的我甚至不敢相信自己
Everything I feel is tellin' me I can't be myself
我感觉到的一切都告诉我我无法做自己
If the truth reveals will I be able to free myself
如果真相败露我能否解放自己
If the truth reveals will I be able to see myself
如果真相败露我能否看清自己
I will never know but that doesn't matter does it
我永远不会知道但没关系对吧
'Cuz no one gives a **** I'm just a topic of discussion
因为没人在乎我只是大家讨论的话题
A name they'll entertain another source of pointless judgement
一个名字他们会接受另一个毫无意义的评判
I'm a picture in a frame
我是一幅定格的画面
They can look but they can't touch it
他们可以看但他们碰不到
Novocaine novocaine **** the money **** the fame
滥用麻醉药金钱名声
I ain't changin' switchin' lanes rainzzz forever I'm the same
我不会改变我一路狂飙我还是老样子
I'ma go against the grain they can think that I'm insane
我要违背常规他们会以为我失去理智
But what they consider normal's an illusion in their brains
但他们眼中的正常只是他们脑海里的幻觉
Every night the light fades my happiness goes with it
每天晚上光芒消失我的幸福也随之消失
When you're heartbroken you're scarred and you can't stitch it
当你肝肠寸断你伤痕累累你无能为力
There's somethin' missin' in me a space that I can't fill in
我心里缺少了什么我无法填补的空白
There's gotta be an answer out there but what is it
肯定有答案但答案是什么
I'm second guessin' everything I feel inside within
我怀疑我内心的感受
I'm insecure I'm sad I'm not comfortable in my skin
我没有安全感我很悲伤我感到不安
I never chose to be me
我从未选择做自己
Or live in this life of sin
或者活在罪恶的人生里
Some say better days are ahead
有人说更好的日子就在前方
But I'm not convinced
但我不相信
Rainzzz
Another memory two
另一段回忆
In a world of my own forever
永远活在我自己的世界里
