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Exchange pleasure pain, tormented by the changes
All the days blend to one my friends are strangers
I create space then complain about the empty spaces
When I'm alone I know it's dangerous, pray somebody saves me
Chase a man to cage me cos I'm chaos man I'm crazy
When I'm solo make a movie from my choices way too brazy
Hear the voices tell me no but I don't let them stop the show
On this mission on the go, but there's a stop to every road
Fast lane turn slow, bank balance low, no home to go to
Ones that love you turn cold try call the phone don't go through
Impulsive decisions only keep affecting self
I'm selfish in the present don't look after future self
Mummy turned her back she know me better than myself
This little girl be crying wolf so now she's only got herself
The neighbours hear the howling yeah they're worried for my health
But this pride is hard to swallow I can't ask no one for help
I keep telling myself I brought this on myself
I can't ask no one for help, no they would put me on a shelf
I keep telling myself that I brought this on myself
I had to dig a little deeper
It started from a pre-teen
Brain too big for my shoulders, only fourteen
But looking back now i weren't really clever nah just naive
Vultures on the socials insecure so it would gas me
Like who could really love me when my face was full of acne
Finger nails all bitten down, self conscious, made me anti
I found comfort on a Twitter page
Where they would never see my face
They could only judge me by the things I say
Pictures, I would edit all the flaws away
It's a breeding ground for self loathe
A snatching ground to unclothe
Helpless little girls just want acceptance and I found loads
Message from accounts of only god knows
Parents found my phone and they would shout loads
Told I can't go out loads
Kept locked in the house loads
Resentment grew on tenfold
Bad choices when you're young and you feel controlled
Wired different, suffer BPD & adhd
Diagnosed at 23, went years of feeling unseen and years of feeling a freak
And I had this little fear of people pitying me
So I just put up shut up it made a demon in me
I kept my problems to myself they won't be defeating me
I got a winner in my blood no ones competing with me
See they can talk it but I walk it certified in my league
And If I talk it then I lived it, felt that pain like I breathe
Pulled myself out my depression no one round me could see
Just saw me grinning my teeth, I carried that like a G
I keep telling myself I brought this on myself
I can't ask no one for help, no they would put me on a shelf
I keep telling myself that I brought this on myself
I had to find the root
I was way too young for the attention that I got
I wanna cry for mum and dad they never knew where I was
Naivety it got the best of me
I couldn't figure right from wrong so yeah he got what he want
I was mislead, misjudged
Don't feel, enough
Jump from boyfriend to another
Don't know how, to love
It's no wonder I stand tough now
No wonder I won't bow down
I stand on my two and I don't ask no one for shit now
I'm lifting up my crown
Better late than never, let myself down
Theres women raising clowns
Teach your boys respect the temple they come out
It's your job now
If they ain't gon' protect us then we must protect ourself now