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I keep on hurting myself with expectations on how I should be by now, but it’s lower and lower. When They say you just can’t get it through your thick head, and so you do the same bullshit that you always seem to do. It always eats at my conscience, just how fucked up my immediate response is, when I’m only trying to get through the nonsense. It’s hard to process all of the losses I’ve received if I’m being honest. My tendencies all lean irrationally. And I blame my outburst like my heart's on my sleeve, but if that’s what makes me me, I can see why it feels ugly. So I pick apart every every single part in an attempt to bleed me clean. I can’t keep blaming me. I can’t keep blaming me. It’s all I have. There’s nothing left. I’ve given everything. I’ll gut my corpse if I have to. I will replace everything that’s left in me until I’m no longer ugly, until I finally forgive me. I am nothing but my mistakes. There is so much about me I wanna change. I’m trying every day.