笨小笨Heartbreak Diary (Explicit)歌词由$weggy演唱，出自专辑《Butterfly Hearts (Explicit)》，下面是《Heartbreak Diary (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
Heartbreak Diary (Explicit)歌词完整版
If you checking up on me to ask me how I'm feeling
I won't even lie to tell the truth I'm far from healing
Flashbacks from the day that she told me she leaving
Creeping up on me every single day damn my heart is bleeding
I don't even know what happened was it me
Or what i said or what I did or what she heard or maybe she was cheating
Didn't mean to pull out canvas and paint you as the villian
But you are reason I'm dead inside and I'm out here grieving
Looking at my phone and checking if she texts
Or maybe called I never thought I'd end up calling you my ex
There's some shit I cannot express
Especially in words im fucking with you and it's more than sex
Man this shit is really quite complex
God you know how this story ends so tell me what's next
Do we end up getting back together
Or do we move on with our lives and is it for the better
I be on the gram on your insta story
Thinking I should text but also thinking damn she going ignore me
But she told bout the guys before me
How they were trash and I'm the best she and how she adores me
Was that ever really real
Were you ever genuine when you told me how you feel
When you said ride or die you meant I'd die while on the wheel
Cause I'm the one that's still riding and you the one that got me killed
But No grudges held against you and no resentment
I will Love you forever of cause I really meant It
I wrote a paragraph apologizing begging you take me back and all of but what the heck I never sent it
Cause you never would have took me back well look at that I'm looking back and you the one who actually said you wana end it
Well it's over now you're independent
I'm starting to think that you never loved me that you pretended
