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dont let me go (Explicit) - mgk
Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk
Lately my thoughts eating me alive
最近我思绪万千 将我生吞活剥
Laid in the bed
躺在床上
Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive
思索着如果我离开人世 也许恨意终将烟消云散
Wish I didn't listen
多么希望我不曾听见
Just like I wish they would understand me one time
就像我希望他们会理解我一次
I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
我已精神崩溃 除了一道线以外 我的纹身遍布整个身体
Everything's just fine
一切安好
Slippin' again
再一次遭遇挫折
There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again
然后我重蹈覆辙 我与从前的自己判若两人
I see my family's reflection
每当我注视着酒杯
Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again
我看见家人的身影 我会再一次沉迷酒精
After this ends
在这一切结束以后
Tell me after all this ends
等这一切结束以后 请告诉我
Will I be mentioned again
是否还有人会提起我
Why do I care
我为什么会在意
If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again
如果最终只有我和上帝 我会重新成为虔诚的基督徒
Yeah
Slim bring the beat in
Before my dad left this Earth
在我的父亲离开这个世界之前
He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
他强迫我接受我嗤之以鼻的品德
I was supposed to die at birth
我在出生的那一刻就该死去
Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one
给予我一次机会 我搞砸一切 再给我另外一次机会
Mm
I've been runnin' from
我一直在逃避
Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em
我小时候就埋藏在心底的秘密 我永远无法面对
I just called ma said I forgive her
我刚刚打电话跟妈妈说我原谅她了
For not bein' there when I needed one
因为在我需要陪伴的时候 她没有在我身边
I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
I'm comin' back don't let me go
我准备回归 不要放开我的手
Who am I when the music stops
当音乐停止 我是何人
And the character that I been playin'
一直以来我扮演的角色
Is really just broken and ******* lost
只是支离破碎又迷茫无措的自己？
I swear I've been tellin' you
我发誓我一次又一次
Over and over again in all of these songs
在这些歌里向你诉说心声
But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'
但他们听不懂我写下的歌词
'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off
因为他们忙着唾弃我
And they go on and on and on
他们乐此不疲
It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
真是可笑 如果我们坐下来好好聊天
You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable
你会明白我变得脆弱不堪并非易事
'Cause I blocked it off
因为我封闭自己的内心世界
I got trust issues growin' up
我面临着信任危机 在成长过程中
No one was there to hear what I thought
没有人愿意倾听我的想法
My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
当我和我的父亲吵架时
When me and my father fought
我心碎一地 就像我小时候摔断肋骨一样
Yeah
I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
我在服用一种连我无法念出名字的药物
But it's what the doctor gave me
但这是医生给我的药
Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
我是接受康复治疗的病人 手里拿着笔和一些纸
Mm
This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
这位心理医生不断地评估
How can I live with the fact
在我们失去孩子以后
That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby
我如何才能接受我的手无法抚摸她腹部的事实
I don't got no one to turn to
我无依无靠
'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
因为在我的生命中所有想要抚养我长大的人已经离开人世
Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am
四处寻觅着那个能够说出我真实面目的人
I don't know when I look in the mirror
我不认识出现在镜子里的自己
Constantly dreadin' the day
我总是害怕
That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
观众不再为我欢呼喝彩的那一天来临
The feeling of dying alone
孤独终老的感觉
And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
以及无法留下任宝藏是我心中最大的恐惧
Kiss the person that I love
亲吻我深爱的人
As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
好似我离开家门以后永远不会回来
I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
Feelin' like
感觉好像
I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
I'm comin' back don't let me go
我准备回归 不要放开我的手
Mm
I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
Mm
I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
Mm
I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧
Mm
I'm comin' back don't let me go
我准备回归 不要放开我的手
