笨小笨the grudge (Explicit)歌词由Olivia Rodrigo演唱，出自专辑《Esenciales De Ser Mujer (Explicit)》，下面是《the grudge (Explicit)》完整版歌词！
the grudge (Explicit)歌词完整版
the grudge (Explicit) - Olivia Rodrigo
Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo
Produced by：Daniel Nigro/Ryan Linvill
I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May
每周我会梦见五月的那个星期五 这无疑是一场噩梦
One phone call from you and my entire world was changed
接到你打来的电话 我的整个世界发生翻天覆地的变化
Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers
你背叛了我的信任 然而困惑依然挥之不去
Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers
你夺走我心爱的一切 碾碎于你的指间
And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did
我怀疑你是否思虑过你造成的伤害
But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it
但我会把细枝末节铭记于心 好像我的生活对此赖以为生
My undying love now I hold it like a grudge
我至死不渝的爱 如今我对其怀恨在心
Now I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough
每当我觉得自己不够好时 我就能听到你的声音
And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
我试着坚强一点 但我想大声呐喊
How could anybody do the things you did so easily
怎么会有人像你一样 轻而易举地抽身离去
And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
我说我不在乎 我说我安然无恙
But you know I can't let it go I've tried
但你知道我无法放手 我已竭尽全力
I've tried I've tried for so long
我已竭尽全力 我已经努力了这么久
It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
原谅需要勇气 但我并不坚强
The arguments that I've won against you in my head
在我的脑海中 我想象着我在吵架的时候战胜了你
In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed
在沐浴的时候 在车里 在睡前照镜子的时候 我也沉浸在幻想里
Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty
在我孤身一人的时候 我很坚强 我让你感觉愧疚不已
And I fantasize about a time you're a little ******* sorry
我幻想着有那么一瞬间你会感到一丝歉意
And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
我试着理解你为什么会这样对待我
You must be insecure you must be so unhappy
你一定是缺乏安全感 你一定过得很不开心
And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people
我心里知道受伤的人会伤害别人
And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal
我们两败俱伤 然而这些伤口永远无法相提并论
And I try to be tough but I wanna scream
我试着坚强一点 但我想大声呐喊
How could anybody do the things you did so easily
怎么会有人像你一样 轻而易举地抽身离去
And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine
我说我不在乎 我说我安然无恙
But you know I can't let it go I've tried
但你知道我无法放手 我已竭尽全力
I've tried I've tried for so long
我已竭尽全力 我已经努力了这么久
It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong
原谅需要勇气 但我并不坚强
Ooh ooh-ooh do you think I deserved it all
你是否觉得我应该承受这一切
Ooh ooh-ooh your flower's filled with vitriol
你的花充斥着挖苦讽刺
You built me up to watch me fall
你让我变得强大 只为看着我坠落
You have everything and you still want more
你已拥有一切 然而你依然不知满足
I try to be tough I try to be mean
我试着拿出强硬的态度 我试着变得冷漠刻薄一点
But even after all this you're still everything to me
但即使经历过风风雨雨之后 你依然是我的一切
And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine
我知道你并不在乎 但我想这样也不错
But you know I can't let it go I've tried
但你知道我无法放手 我已竭尽全力
I've tried I've tried for so long
我已竭尽全力 我已经努力了这么久
It takes strength to forgive but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
原谅需要勇气 但我并不确定我是否走到这一步
It takes strength to forgive but
原谅需要勇气 但是
